From the Razor to the Rosary

I am alone and invisible. I am dead inside and am a zombie because of that. I'm a monstrous liar, a waste of air and space. I'm awkward, weird, ugly, fat, useless, misunderstood, unimportant, a disappointment, a failure, a shame... in other words I fucking hate myself. One of these days I'll get better, but until then, the monster slowly eats me alive....
I've been cutting since November 2010, and have suicidal thoughts daily. I just want to escape into a wonderland, because this world is too painful to stay in. Oh and I hate everyone, why are you humans so stupid?
Days Clean: 56.

You're Not In This Alone

I'm okay (trust me)

This is how we like to do it in the murder scene

That girl's not right in the brain

1/391 Healing Scar >>

7,289 notes
27 / 5 / 2012 @ 17:36
(source: deadlyimperfection)

1,213 notes
27 / 5 / 2012 @ 16:31
(source: 1am-2am)

26,098 notes
27 / 5 / 2012 @ 15:27
(source: interwar)

858 notes
27 / 5 / 2012 @ 14:18
(source: ohmymcr)

79 notes
27 / 5 / 2012 @ 13:23
(source: howivechanged)

107 notes
27 / 5 / 2012 @ 12:09
(source: howivechanged)

217 notes
27 / 5 / 2012 @ 11:08
(source: howivechanged)

359 notes
27 / 5 / 2012 @ 10:02
(source: howivechanged)

75 notes
27 / 5 / 2012 @ 08:45
(source: howivechanged)

85 notes
27 / 5 / 2012 @ 07:55
(source: underanascontrol)

95 notes
26 / 5 / 2012 @ 23:24
(source: howivechanged)

2,273 notes
26 / 5 / 2012 @ 23:11
(source: howivechanged)

168 notes
26 / 5 / 2012 @ 23:11
(source: howivechanged)

60 notes
26 / 5 / 2012 @ 23:09
(source: howivechanged)

3 notes
26 / 5 / 2012 @ 23:00

I wish I never picked up that fucking blade

Brother: What happened to your arm?
Me: What, huh--
Brother: It looks like you got stabbed!
Me: ...I was.
Brother: You were? How?
Me: I don't know...?
Brother: How would you not know?
*Dad calls brother over*
Me: *walk away quickly*
-later on that day in front of my cousins-
Brother: Seriously, what happened to you? It looks like somebody stabbed you! What if you have an abusive secret boyfriend that I don't know about! What happened?
Cousin: What's wrong with her?
Brother: She has like a huge scar!
Cousin: I wanna see! Where is it?
Me: WHY IS EVERYONE QUESTIONING ME?!?! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
Brother: Just look for it tomorrow when we're swimming. It's on her left upper arm!

Theme made by Max davis.